Do You Remember

Do you remember the good old days

Where there was an us

But not an us us

But an us...us

And I know it sounds the same

But I swear the us I mean

Is the different us than what we were

And this confused hazed

In your mind only serves to purpose

That the us I want

Is only alive in my memories

And non existent in your head

Do you remember?

The laughs and the looks

The words and actions

Because I do

And I can't help but remember

The tears and the glares

The insults and conflict

Until I can't remember anything

Until I'm completely numb

Caught between a hard place

And an impossible decision

Pain to feel numb

Or numb to block out the pain